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  I didn’t say anything as she led me down the hall to her bedroom. I didn’t say a word when she unzipped me and pressed me to the bed, kneeling between my thighs on the floor. But I couldn’t help my moans and cries of pleasure when her mouth engulfed the already-slick head of my cock and she began to suck.

  Something in me was torn as I watched her head bob up and down between my legs—I couldn’t believe we were doing this, that I was in my mother’s bedroom, and she was…she was… oh god, what was she doing?

  Her tongue moved in circles around the head, her hand stroking the thick length of my shaft as she watched my reaction. My toes curled, my belly clenched, and I moaned out loud when I saw her other hand reach between her legs to rub herself.

  “Mother, please,” I whispered as she crawled up onto the bed over me, pushing my shirt up as she went, flicking my nipples—holy Christ!—with her tongue as she divested me of the last bit of my clothes.

  “Oh, yes, say it again,” she begged, reaching back and grabbing onto my cock, squeezing, rubbing her thumb over the tip.

  “Mother,” I gasped as she slipped the head between her legs, up and down her slit. “Oh god, Mother, please!”

  “I’ve wanted this for so long,” she whispered, and I felt that sweet, velvet sleeve beginning to descend over my aching erection. “I want you so much.”

  “Me, too,” I groaned as she slid all the way down, and I didn’t want to think about what we were doing, if it was wrong or right or indifferent. I just wanted to feel—the delicious sensation of her flesh against mine, the sweet words she whispered in my ear, the love I’d felt and always had for the woman in my arms.

  She rocked on me that way for a moment, offering me the spill of her breasts, which I eagerly took in both hands and mouth, making her moan louder when I squeezed and sucked and licked them at my leisure. But it didn’t last long. Then she was climbing off me, on her hands and knees, her bottom up in the air as she pressed her cheek against the bed.

  “Take me,” she whispered, her eyes on mine as I rolled to look at her like that, some obscenely sexy offering, all for me. She shouldn’t have been, she wasn’t mine, but I found myself wanting yet another woman who didn’t belong to me, and the feeling was profanely delicious. “Fuck me, baby. Fuck me good.”

  Oh. God.

  I knelt up behind her, unsure, but she used a hand to guide me where I wanted to go—just where she wanted me, deep inside, buried to the hilt and seeking even more heat. She began to rock, encouraging me, and I started to take the lead, grabbing onto the fullness of her hips, looking down to watch my cock moving in and out of her flesh. The sight was incredible, the wet shaft of my cock burying itself into her flesh like the nose of a pet insisting on attention, please pet me, love me, again, again, more! I couldn’t get enough of her.

  “That’s it!” She moaned and bucked back against me. I felt her fingers underneath, between us, rubbing herself, my sac slamming into her every time thrust. I couldn’t get enough of her flesh, I couldn’t bury myself deep enough, hard enough, and although I worried for a moment about hurting her, the words she uttered soon had me pounding so hard it rattled us both.

  “Fuck me harder!” she begged, hips making circles, forcing my cock to explore every delicious inch of her insides. “Oh yes, baby, fuck me hard, hard, hard!”

  Those words, those naughty, nasty words, coming out of my mother’s mouth as my cock impaled her onto the bed, forcing her from her knees, down flat, and she grunted and moaned and took my weight, asking me for more, more, more.

  “Oh baby, yes, make Mummy come, make me come, make me come!”

  Her words were more than enough to push me over the precipice—although I had fallen, really, long ago. I growled and shoved in deep, longing to bury the hot jets of my seed as deeply as I could, and she took it all, gasping and squirming beneath me, calling my name out loud in her pleasure.

  When I rolled off and collapsed beside her, my arm thrown over my eyes, I felt her sigh and then move to find me, snuggling up and tucking her head under my chin, resting her cheek against my chest. It seemed the most strangely natural thing in the world to my put arm around her shoulder, to kiss her hair, to murmur, “I love you.”

  For the moment, I wasn’t thinking about the impossibility of having the woman I’d been with the night before, the one I thought I could love. For the moment, I wasn’t thinking about the war, or my father, or the whys and wherefores of my not following in his veteran footsteps. I wasn’t thinking about anything at all, my mind a delightful blank, and it was the best feeling in the world.

  “Do you regret it?”

  I was startled by her question—the very one I’d asked, just hours before, to someone else.

  I gave her the same answer. “I could never regret you.”

  And it was the truth.

  I never have.

  The End

  ABOUT SELENA KITT

  Like any feline, Selena Kitt loves the things that make her purr—and wants nothing more than to make others purr right along with her! Pleasure is her middle name, whether it’s a short cat nap stretched out in the sun or a long kitty bath. She makes it a priority to explore all the delightful distractions she can find, and follow her vivid and often racy imagination wherever it wants to lead her.

  This sassy, outrageous author lives with her husband and children in the rural Midwest, all of whom she thinks are the cat’s meow. Her writing embodies everything from the spicy to the scandalous, but watch out—this kitty also has sharp claws and her stories often include intriguing edges and twists that take readers to new, thought-provoking depths.

  When she isn’t pawing away at her keyboard, she loves spending her time belly dancing, attending drum circles, gathering in women’s groups, and beautiful pictures of everything beautiful in her world.

  Her e-publishing credits include: Rosie’s Promise published by Samhain and Torrid Teasers #49 published by Whiskey Creek Press featuring two short stories, French Lessons and I’ll Be Your Superman in August 2008. Her stories and poems are in the following anthologies: Coming Together: For The Cure, Coming Together: Under Fire and Coming Together Volume 1 and Volume 3. Two stories, Sacred Spots and Happy Accident, have been published by Phaze Publishing, and her novels Christmas Stalking, Blind Date, The Surrender of Persephone and The Song of Orpheus are coming soon. She has also been published online in The Shadow Sacrament: a journal of sex and spirituality, The Erotic Woman, and her story, Connections, was one of the runners-up for the 2006 Rauxa Prize, given annually to an erotic short story of “exceptional literary quality,” out of over 1,000 nominees, where awards are judged by a select jury and all entries are read “blind” (without author’s name available.) She can be reached on her website at www.selenakitt.com or email [email protected]

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  By Amicus

  A collection of short stories intended to appeal to a wide and varied interest of the reader. If you enjoy group sex, “Four Friends”, will lead you gently to first time discoveries by four college student. If sophisticated and sexy romance is your pleasure, “The Girl in the Limousine”, might offer you a pleasant read. Explicit and sexy Fan Fiction; see if you can guess who the two major film stars might be. If Reluctance is your favorite, “The Girl on a Dusty Road”, and “The Girl by the River”, might make you smile and perspire. If a gentle, first time, non erotic romance might put you in a mood, “The Girl in the Bookshop” might bring a smile and a tear. When Mickie & Mike share a sleeping bag in the backyard, even though they are step brother and sister, they discover more than just each other…

  Warnings: This title contains graphic language, sex and incest.

  Excerpt From VARIETIES OF LOVE:

  She gripped my hand and pulled me away from the sculpture towards an area of shoulder high shrubs and flowering bushes.

  She plunged right into shrubbery, pulling me behind her as
I glanced around to see if we were being observed. She didn’t seem to care.

  Then she stopped, looked around for an instant, lifted her skirt and skittered out of her underpants, dropping them at my feet. With her chest heaving, she looked at me and raised her arms. We came together with an audible thump, body on body. My hands were on her breasts and between her legs and anywhere and anywhere I could touch and our mouths were locked together.

  Small keening sounds came from her throat as I rubbed through her dress and then her hands were on me and she was squeezing and stroking and yanking on the zipper to my jeans. I pulled the open front of her blouse down, destroyed at least one button and exposed a breast. I took her into my mouth and pulled hard, again and again as she moaned and writhed in my arms.

  Then we were on the ground, in the dirt and the grass, rolling and gasping as I raised her skirt and moved over her. She lifted her knees and reached behind me, pulling me down and into her in almost one simultaneous movement. There was no foreplay—she was wet and I felt huge.

  She cried out as I plunged all the way into her, coming up hard against her pubic bone and clitoris. She screamed and wrapped her legs around me and sank her teeth into my neck. I grabbed her hair and pulled her head back and then it was two animals in a primordial ritual that exploded into a violent coupling that might have shaken the earth had it paid any heed…

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  ESCAPING FATE

  By Selena Kitt

  Sam has an unusual interest in humans—well, considering she’s a fairy of fate whose profession it is to determine their futures, it’s no wonder! But it isn’t just Karma she’s curious about… Sam has what her fairy-pal Alex thinks is an inordinate and rather wanton interest in certain biological aspects of human behavior—most notably, s-e-x.

  When Sam’s job leads her into the path of a handsome man who rocks her world, Sam’s interest becomes obsession. Alex reminds her that fairies get one Christmas wish – will Sam consider using hers to become human to experience one night of bliss?

  When things become even more complicated—Sam discovers that Drew, the sexy stranger she’s been fantasizing about, can actually see her—Sam finds herself immersed in a complex and tangled web of human experience. She has to make a choice that will teach her a twisted lesson in fate, ultimately change the course of human existence and even reveal the origin of Santa Claus!

  Warning: This title contains graphic language and sex.

  NAUGHTY BITS

  By Selena Kitt

  David has been brightening up his gray Surrey, England days with the porn collection hidden in his parents’ shed, but when he find that his older sister, Dawn has discovered his magazine collection, things really begin to heat up. Their parents insist that their just-graduated son look for a job, but their daughter has the week off and is determined to work on her tan. Distracted David finds himself increasingly tempted by his seductive older sister, who makes it very clear what she wants. Her teasing ways slowly break down the taboo barrier between brother and sister until they both give in to their lust… but what are they going to do about the feelings that have developed between them in the meantime…?

  Warning: This title contains incest and anal sex.

  BABYSITTING THE BAUMGARTNERS

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  Ronnie—or as Mrs. Baumgartner insists on calling her, Veronica—has been babysitting for the Baumgartners since she was fifteen years old and has practically become another member of the family. Now a college freshman, Ronnie jumps at the chance to work on her tan in the Florida Keys with “Doc” and “Mrs. B” under the pretense of babysitting the kids. Ronnie isn’t the only one with ulterior motives, though, and she discovers that the Baumgartners have wayward plans for their young babysitter. This wicked hot sun and sand coming of age story will seduce you as quickly as the Baumgartners seduce innocent Ronnie and leave everyone yearning for more!

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  BLUEBEARD’S WIFE

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  Tara’s husband has never shared a fantasy with her, or even masturbated—that she knows of. However, this curious wife discovers a phone bill full of phone calls to sex lines and realizes her husband has been living a double life! Instead of getting mad, Tara’s curiosity leads her to begin listening in on John’s steamy conversations in hopes of finding out what he really wants in the bedroom. After several failed attempts at bringing fantasy to reality, however, a frustrated Tara turns to her much more adventurous best friend, Kelly, for help. A quick psychology 101 diagnosis from Dr. Kelly marks John as having a classic “madonna/whore” complex, and she quickly sets about making plans to rectify this situation. Tara goes along for the ride, hoping that Kelly may have the answer to bridging the seemingly ever-growing gap in her marriage…

  Warning: This title contains a MFF threesome, a daddy/daughter role play between consenting adults, strong language, minor drug use and F/F sex.

  UNDER MR. NOLAN’S BED

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  Leah and Erica have been best friends and have gone to the same Catholic school since just about forever. Leah spends so much time with the Nolan’s—just Erica and her handsome father, now, since Erica’s mother died—that she’s practically part of the family. When the girls find something naughty under Mr. Nolan’s bed, their strict, repressive upbringing makes it all the more exciting as they begin their sexual experimentation. Leah’s exploration presses deeper, and eventually she finds herself torn between her best friend and her best friend’s father—but even she couldn’t have predicted the shocking and bittersweet outcome of their affair.

  Warning: This title contains a threesome, lesbian sex and incest.

  THE SYBIAN CLUB

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  Ellie is living the life of a true starving artist in a small efficiency apartment in dangerous downtown Detroit, but more dangerous than her surroundings are the men to whom she pays rent. Denied help by her prosecutor father, who believes his daughter is wasting her life in art school, Ellie finds herself in a precarious position and surrenders helplessly to her predicament. However, a strange twist of fate gives Ellie a chance at revenge. Will she take it?

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  ON CHERRY HILL

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  Midwife Anne gets pulled over in the middle of the night on Cherry Hill Road. She’s on her way to a birth, but her urgency doesn’t sway the unsympathetic officer. When the cop discovers something suspicious on Anne’s driving record and insists she get out of the car, she knows she’s in real trouble. When he cuffs her and bends her over the hood, things go beyond trouble...

  But the surprising outcome of this tale gives both Anne and the reader a jolt they never could have anticipated...

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  TICKLED PINK

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  Who says sex can’t be fun - or funny? You’ll find more than enough amusing mishaps and uproarious situations to tickle your funny bone–and more!–in this delightfully wicked and delightfully sexy anthology from Selena Kitt.

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  Maya’s heart yearns for romance and adventure, so that’s what she writes about - but James Reardon, her college creative writing professor, insists she’s wasting both time and talent. Determined to prove him wrong, Maya stumbles onto the fact that her professor’s been keeping secrets - not the least of which is his attraction to her. Faced with a choice, she will have to decide whether or not to reveal his secret to the world–and her own desire for a man nearly twice her age.

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